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INDECISION






Indecision

I define it as the inability to make a decision
In spite of having many propositions

It is so frustrating
As you watch time and opportunity fly past in your confusion
And though you may pray for direction
The gloom gets gloomier
Dashing every shred of hope and faith in your heart into extinction

It is like going round in circles and electrocution
Despite moving a lot you don't change your position

I don't wish this situation even for my worst opposition
For watching on helplessly
As you lose time and opportunity
Is the most crippling infirmity.

E.Y.

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